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Crossing my fingers for you.❤️

Inger's avatar

Oh how I appreciate your unique perspective in this journey I am sharing with you. We recently took a trip to Hawaii which turned out far better than I thought and also more recently to Florida, a four day drive one way. Amazingly well done.

I agree with Pam. I held my breath knowing I have been in the same situation, kicking myself for not having thought ahead of a potentially scary situation. I jumped out of the car, in pouring rain, in an insanely busy Costco parking lot, leaving him to find a spot, while I "just run in and out again" looking for one specific thing. (it wasn't there) When I came back out, I realized the "stupidity" of what I had thoughtlessly done (because he was doing so well) and wondered, How will I ever find him? We had a new car on top of it, so new that I didn't know if I'd recognize it! As I stood in the rain berating myself, he came looking for me, having found a spot! We both got wet looking for the car that we couldn't easily identify except for the license plate.

One more trip? I think we'll try!

Anne's avatar

Inger, I’m glad we found each other. It is oddly some comfort knowing I am not the only one who makes what, in retrospect, seem to be obvious errors in judgement. The thing is, it’s like a roulette wheel. Sometimes leaving Mr. J to his own devices allows him to shine. Other times, it makes my heart stop with dispair. What a roller coaster we are on!

Teyani Whitman's avatar

So good you’re creating new memories.

Terrifying process in customs tho.

So glad you have A, your truth teller, there beside you.

Anne's avatar

Yes, A has been a godsend. I'd like to think I learned something from the customs experience. Time will tell.

Susie Chow's avatar

Keep going and writing! I can tell it helps you process. I've enjoyed your story and love that you're in KL — my old home. 🫶🏼

Anne's avatar

Thank you, Susie. I appreciate your words and understanding. I have enjoyed KL many times. I always stayed by the towers before. This time, we were in Chinatown, which was like being in a completely different city!

Susie Chow's avatar

Nice! I love the Four Points Sheraton in Chinatown. Did you see it?

Pam Johnston's avatar

I was holding my breath through that moment at the customs gate, Anne. Giving up travel is one of the hardest parts of this journey--I don't blame you for trying to hold onto it. You'll know when it's time to let go.

Anne's avatar

Thank you, @Pam Johnston, for continuing to see me. I appreciate your wisdom and insights, and knowing I am not the first to walk this path.